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The miracles of Facebook , I found a long lost friend who I haven’t seen or talk to in over 6 years. We drift apart for different reasons and hopefully I am able to rekindle a friendship with her. She is someone who I hold important in my life and hopefully I can tell her how much she means to me and her family. Maybe I can rekindle a lost piece of my life that needs to be repair. Hopefully I can and will….hopefully this Friday, I will find out.

I’m outz,

C

My mother seems to think my luck in terms of money will be great this year and so far my mom has been pretty right on the point. I won a contest at work today netting me a hundred dollars and a check came in for another rebate for another item. Plus all those crazy hours that I put in for work is paying off….but sad to say all the saving I been doing is going to my upcoming Asia trip. But I am quite proud of this trip, for this is the first trip that I am totally financing by myself and trying to pay in cash for. Just 46 days to go!

Maybe I should buy some lottery tickets to see how far my luck is going to take me!

I’m outz,

C

So two of my good coworkers friends is moving on with their lives. With one of the being one of the more senior analyst, that leaves me moved up another spot in terms of seniority. It is quite sad that most of the people I worked with has moved on but life goes on. I am still going to be in good contact with both of them but it makes me think that I need to focus on going back to school and finished up my BA. If I want to move up or move on, I will need to step it up and get moving. I don’t want to be stuck on just my technical skills and not have something else to fall back on. Guess it is for the most part of growing up. Hopefully I can make that happen soon.

I’m outz,

C

Funny how in a span of a week, I ended a friendship to an acquaintance who crossed the line and renewed a friendship (albeit slowly) a friend who I kept my distance from due to the negativity of their strained relationship.

One friendship was a casual friend who I have met a few years back and he was a cool guy. We enjoyed hanging out and we exchange emails. We rarely contact and suddenly a few weeks back started to talking to me again. We caught up and started talking to via chat programs. Then suddenly yesterday, my supposedly straight guy friend asked me about my relationship with M and proceeded to ask me if I would make a better choice of a boyfriend for me that he will treat me better than M. WAIT A MINUTE, this guy is a like classic Asian frat guy asking me if he would be better for me?!? How did this happen? So basically he was “curious” to being with a guy and wanted me to be his first guy…..HELL NO…..(though honestly, in the back of my mind, who didn’t want to convert a straight guy over?!?!?….) The worst part that he continue to pursue me after I said no! So I told him that we’re not talking any more and blocked all chat programs. It’s was just too weird for me and more than once I thought he was bipolar.

Another old friend of mines tonight gotten in touch with me to see if I would be her model again for her photo project I done with her 3 years ago. The immediate reaction was: “should I?….probably not” This is an old good friend who I kept my distance due to the constants fights between her and husband with me getting in caught of the middle of it more than once. Then a few years ago I said “enough” and just decided to keep my distance and not go to any of the events that they invited me to. I really didn’t need that negativity in my life. Then, tonight after talking a bit and with her addressing the issue that strained our relationship (which I didn’t bring up) and with her apologizing for all the fights that she put me and another dear friend through. It was only then, I felt that she sincerely meant it and we decided to make a point to meet up again early next month and go from there and finally introduce them to M. I don’t know what to expect and where we can go from there, but all I can say is one step at a time. Only when I see with my own eyes if they have changed. After all it has been 3 years. I am a different person from 3 years ago. I have changed…maybe so did they. We shall see.

I’m outz,

C

I have a slight bald spot behind my head for about a year now. It is about 2 inches long by 1 inch wide. And no hair has grown from that spot at all for the past year. It couldn’t explain why I had such a spot so I decided finally to go see a dermatologist. I went a few days ago and the dermatologist thinks that it can be clear up with some corisone shots behind my head.

Fast forward to a couple days later and some of my coworkers are seeing a little of hair fuzz showing up on the bald area. Very little but enough for people to actually see it now. I am totally excited to see the end results and I hope it will turn out favorably to me. The dermatologist said to follow up with him for the next few months to see if it is progressing.

So now I wait….and hope…..

I’m outz,

C

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